FLAUBERT: A Simple Heart (Felicite and Her Bird)
Felicite never understood Church dogma. She didn’t even try. She loved going to church and attended daily Mass. But Felicite would fall asleep when they
tried to teach her dogmas like the Trinity.
“She found it (particularly) hard to visualize the Holy Ghost; for he
was not only a bird, but a flame as well, and at other times a breath.” Felicite isn’t alone. Much ink has been spilled by scholars trying
to explain the Trinity. Sharper minds
than Felicite’s have failed to grasp this great mystery of Church dogma.
The bird. As the years
passed Felicite grew older and the years were not kind to her. She knew the deep tragedy of losing both her
beloved nephew Victor and Madame Aubain’s daughter Virginie. And Felicite never married. “Years passed, one like another, and
uneventful except for the recurrence of Holy Days.” Then one day joy came into her life in the
form of a bird. There’s an old story
about a little girl who was as confused about the Holy Spirit as Felicite was;
instead of saying “the Holy Spirit, the Paraclete” this girl would always say
“the Holy Spirit, the parakeet.”
Felicite’s bird wasn’t a parakeet.
It was a parrot. And this wasn’t
just any old parrot. It was Loulou. Felicite threw her whole heart and soul into
that bird. Strangers couldn’t understand
her devotion. “They would say he looked
like a turkey, or even like a chunk of wood; comparisons that cut Felicite to
the heart.” Felicite had no parents, no
husband or children, and no close friends.
She only had Madame Aubain and Loulou.
In the end she had many bad memories; “her wretched childhood, the
disillusionment of her first love, her nephew’s going away, and Virginie’s
death.” Felicite’s room became a kind of
museum or shrine; a reflection and memorial of everything she had loved and
lost in her long life. Then she became
deaf and “her small circle of ideas shrank even more.”
The vision. As the
poet (W.B. Yeats) says, things fall apart, the center cannot hold. And so it was with Felicite. Physically she was falling apart. Eventually she became not only deaf but blind
too. Under these circumstances “without
sorrow, rather brimming over with peace, she would remember how things used to
be.” Today we would say she retreated
into a shell and maybe even suffered from clinical depression. On the outside it appeared that way. “Having no communication with anyone, she
lived in a kind of sleepwalker’s trance.”
And yet her interior life was still rich and satisfying. It was just in a quirky kind of way. She saw things according to her own
interpretation. Felicite reasoned, “It
would not have been a dove the Our Heavenly Father had picked to be the bearer
of His Word. Nobody ever heard a dove
talk; it must have been an ancestor of Loulou’s.” Is this the reasoning of a devout 19th
century Catholic heart? Or is it just
plain old apostasy? Had Felicite’s faith
blossomed with personal heartfelt devotion?
Or had she reverted to the ancient practice of worshipping creatures
instead of the Creator? At the end of
her life a strange thing happened: “with her last breath there appeared to her,
while the heavens opened, a gigantic parrot, hovering directly over her
head.”
Was it really the Holy Ghost? Or was it just a figment of Felicite’s
overworked imagination? Flaubert doesn’t
say. It’s up to the reader to decide. That’s what makes A Simple Heart a great
story worthy to be included in The Great Books Series. Flaubert never preaches. He paints a picture with words: a gigantic
parrot hovering over a woman looks either hilarious or scary; unless you’ve
read the story of Felicite and Loulou.
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